Tuesday, September 20

What the hell...?

I don't even....... Lucas is gone. Trina ran off. Advocate let Lullaby and Dr Proctor go (which has me baffled though I'm not ungrateful to providence).

I feel like everything is falling apart.

The thing with Lucas has me completely flummoxed. Why would they let Joel come to the mansion and not take him into custody. At the very least, he's mentally ill. He kills people and cuts off their fingers. Agent Z (short for Zarambo -don't call him Rambo, apparently he hates that) should have come to me or, or at least Brood, and asked what to do. Yes, I wanted Lucas free, but having him run off with Joel, who is currently not right in the head... that's hardly an improvement. I can't even comprehend why they would extend the same visa extension to Joel as Lucas when they had to have read their shared blog and seen what he's been up to.

Lucas... stay safe. Don't take any chances. If Joel gets worse... run away or... get a message to us.

And Trina.... I should have been paying more attention, but I didn't think she'd run away to find Tim, not in the shape she was in. I don't even know what to do. I'm flipping out.

I don't understand how these MASC agents can be all "up in our grill," following us around with weapons and treating us like prisoners and then just let Lucas, Joel, and Trina walk off like this. Brood has been trying to calm me down since Lucas left, and they... I honestly think they tried to keep Trina's disappearance from me. He's assured me he has men out searching for EVERYONE. I don't know what to think.

If this is how they get things done, I might as well walk into the woods and... and... not come back. How absolutely useless are these people? I could almost think they're happy to see our numbers growing smaller. Less work for them, I suppose, or maybe fewer people between them and the information I'm not sharing.


  1. I don't get it. Why go to all this trouble to keep you guys under a power lock and then just let people disappear?

  2. Give up, Mystery. I thought I made it clear that I was putting an end to the DAS.

    You're falling apart, and I'm only partly to blame. :)

    I put a crack in the ice. Now watch as the glacier collapses.

    It's so nice to see that you're finishing up the job for me.

    Would you do me a favor?

  3. Thuggee, leave her alone, You've already done more than your fair share of damage.

  4. That's why I'm doubly suspicious now Zia... it's like they're purposefully alienating us. I already have abandonment issues because of my family. If they drive my new family away, I don't know.

  5. Thuggee, shut up. You're nothing but a bully who beats on children. That makes you a coward in my book. The only favor I would ever do for you is to make sure you die quickly.

  6. Mystery, I really am sorry about leaving so quickly. It wasn't them, I'm just not prepared to let Joel run off on his own. Not a second time.

    Never again.

  7. Just be careful Lucas. It's one thing to love someone and be there for them, but I did the same for my family and took advantage of me more often than not. Joel is dangerous, and none of us could bear it if he hurt you.

  8. Everyone's dangerous darling. Even me, occasionally. Try not to worry too much about me. I'll be fine, instead, worry about Joel.

    He's the one who needs it. :p