Saturday, August 6


I think... I'm in a better place today. Shady would be pissed at me for losing it like I did. I hardly set a good example for the others. (Won't call them kids any more... Lullaby complained.) Breaking down in a crisis when you have people depending on you is selfish.

The wards are good. I've checked them all and none have been messed with. I guess I have to accept Dodgy's version of why they failed to keep Victor and Oracle at bay. That leaves me in a quandary. I don't want to keep the fae out (they have as much right to be here as me), but I don't want Victor to come back and take anyone else. It's something I have to think on.

The possibility that Victor and Oracle are fae really weirds me out. I guess it explains some things, but then it turns everything else I thought I knew on its head. And... I saw their auras. To be honest, it used to be I only sensed auras, like an energy field. I could never actually see auras beyond my own... which is also weird because you're not supposed to be able to see your own aura. Now I see auras everywhere. It's a migraine waiting to happen. I should eat... I haven't been able to really eat since...

I made a spell to track Shady. I don't know what I would have done if it had worked, but it failed... utterly. I don't know where she is. I don't even know if she's alive. It's selfish to hope that she is... I know it. But I want to believe she'll come back.


  1. Shady's a tough bitch. She'll make it. I shouldn't meet you in person, under the circumstances, but let me know if there's anything I can do to help.

  2. Just keep your ears and eyes open if you could, please. Let me know if you catch wind of anything that could be even remotely related.